My thoughts: 1- Emergency toilet paper. 2- "Nappin" with my "kin" 3-I was at Joycup today and a guy walking out of Little Cesers had napkins on his box of pizza. One by one they flew off majestically making an effing mess :]
Saturday, May 1, 2010
HEY SON! You hug very awkwar-... i mean uniquely .^__^.
How dare you!! Yeah maybe i need more practice
Sunday, May 10, 2009
girls relationship sex drugs alchohal
i'm doing this, just so i can read this over in a couple years and to see whats changed
drugs. alcohol
i wanna try pretty much every alcohol and liquor
drugs, probably not so much
after seeing one of my best buds smoke a glass pipe with who-knows-what
i'm gonna be allot more cautious
i've had red wine, white wine, and light beer
turned a little red from the beer
girls. relationships
My new philosophy came from what my cousin Stella once said,
"High school relationships never last."
i added in, "and so if you are so compatible, why not stay friends?"
i've been rethinkin about it
we all need a little intimacy.
personally, I love the cuddling.
so i've stayed open, but always way too picky. i know, and im workin on it
probably too scared. find me a controlling girl
i've never had a "real" girlfriend
doesn't mean i don't have experience
virgin lips. I've never kissed a girl, well a serious one on the puckers
i still lovin Asians
i've been looking for a great talker
my first rules though, no off-age and no long distance relationships
sex
every guy i know wants sex, and would jump in if they got the chance
and/but remember, we respect girls
Advice for girls, tell us exactly what to do, don't, every little detail
if you're not ready, we aren't. vice-versa
we're lucky enough to have you, take advantage of it
and yeah, still a virgin
i'm gotta go through a pretty serious relationship before we i'd be good and ready
and its fine
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Damn you mom.
"Son, either you go to Yosemite, or stay at your cousin's house for the weekend"- Mother
Damn you mother.
Yosemite - already done with with parents, no kiddies my age
Cousin's - cool cousins, parents not so much. and they got their own things.
Both- uhhh. no
So the plan was;
Friday night, REDefined Mixer (dance) 7 - 11 pm with my awsome cousin Brian, then sleepover Brian's place
Saturday morning Scout-o-Rama (troop gathering) 10-4 , then pool party till night and sleepover best Bud's house
Sunday take a bus home, chill with family for Mother's Day
Sounds like a sweeet weekend right?
I thought so.
Fuck that. my mom bombed it
Now its no dance, no sleepovers, just the Scout-o-Rama and cousins.
WTF
i'm still going with plan
"fun now, get lectured later"
totally worth it
Damn you mother.
Yosemite - already done with with parents, no kiddies my age
Cousin's - cool cousins, parents not so much. and they got their own things.
Both- uhhh. no
So the plan was;
Friday night, REDefined Mixer (dance) 7 - 11 pm with my awsome cousin Brian, then sleepover Brian's place
Saturday morning Scout-o-Rama (troop gathering) 10-4 , then pool party till night and sleepover best Bud's house
Sunday take a bus home, chill with family for Mother's Day
Sounds like a sweeet weekend right?
I thought so.
Fuck that. my mom bombed it
Now its no dance, no sleepovers, just the Scout-o-Rama and cousins.
WTF
i'm still going with plan
"fun now, get lectured later"
totally worth it
Sunday, May 3, 2009
My summer plans
And zoom-in the screen if it makes it comfortable on the eyes.
This blogger site is too narrow.
First time using this, thanks Brian.
Lately, I've been a little depressed about leavin to Nicaragua this summer.
I've leaving behind friends, memories, and the best events that only happen once a year, probably once in a life time.
I'm leavin my life behind as a normal teen, to try to change the life of others.
Effing risking my life, in one of the most poorest countries in the world.
Yet in the maturest sense, I know I'll thank myself in the future.
The worst part, the part really makes me depressed, isn't about leavin everything I have behind.
It's that everyone i tell doesn't seem to care.
Like no one understands I'm gonna be sweating and working my entire summer.
i feel like "wtf??"
"you think this is normal??"
From a few days after school ends, till a few weeks before school starts again, I'll be volunteering in a foreign country.
This is not vacation. These people- the average family makes 20$ combined a month.
2 month. I couldn't last 1 month in Europe for vacation without seriously going mad.
What about Swine Flu or i get stabbed? No American hospitals. I don't speak Spanish.
I can't help but think about when i get back, I'm gonna hear stories, about my best buds losing their virginities, going to crazy parties, and "Damn Son you should've been there."
That's what i think about when i think about summer.
At least on the bright side, I know I'll come back a different man, with a new perspective on the world.
I can be proud of myself, for doing something very few Americans get to experience.
I'll have life long changes.
Lets hope so.
May 3rd, 2009 1:22
This blogger site is too narrow.
First time using this, thanks Brian.
Lately, I've been a little depressed about leavin to Nicaragua this summer.
I've leaving behind friends, memories, and the best events that only happen once a year, probably once in a life time.
I'm leavin my life behind as a normal teen, to try to change the life of others.
Effing risking my life, in one of the most poorest countries in the world.
Yet in the maturest sense, I know I'll thank myself in the future.
The worst part, the part really makes me depressed, isn't about leavin everything I have behind.
It's that everyone i tell doesn't seem to care.
Like no one understands I'm gonna be sweating and working my entire summer.
i feel like "wtf??"
"you think this is normal??"
From a few days after school ends, till a few weeks before school starts again, I'll be volunteering in a foreign country.
This is not vacation. These people- the average family makes 20$ combined a month.
2 month. I couldn't last 1 month in Europe for vacation without seriously going mad.
What about Swine Flu or i get stabbed? No American hospitals. I don't speak Spanish.
I can't help but think about when i get back, I'm gonna hear stories, about my best buds losing their virginities, going to crazy parties, and "Damn Son you should've been there."
That's what i think about when i think about summer.
At least on the bright side, I know I'll come back a different man, with a new perspective on the world.
I can be proud of myself, for doing something very few Americans get to experience.
I'll have life long changes.
Lets hope so.
May 3rd, 2009 1:22
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